73 days of sobriety. I’m single, and on a work trip. The couple in the next room just finished two very lively rounds of sex in various ways. She moans loudly and constantly. He laughs and grunts loudly through his orgasm.
Being alone in a hotel room is a HUGE trigger for me, and now I had to sit and listen to some serious sex while trying to get some work done. I think God is just playing games with me and my sobriety now. It sucks, and is some serious bullshit.
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It is encouraging and positive that you shared your frustration with this blog post. Wondering how you made out with such a strong trigger? Are you celebrating Day 74 or celebrating that you are starting again and not giving up on freedom?! Keep going!!
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I’m rocking my day 74. I talked to my sponsor, went and sat by the pool, and read some of the Big Book. After I got back from dinner, they decided to go for another round, and I made some more phone calls.
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Congratulations! You should be proud of yourself!!
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You are stronger than I. One moment at a time. But I don’t think I would have been so strong while alone in a hotel room.
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